So it's been almost 6 months but I'm back. A lot has happened including a move.
I woke up this morning thinking about all the lessons I've learned through life that I wish I understood at 50, 45, 40, 35, 30, 25, 21, 18, and so on. Today I kept thinking about "Is this all there is?" I've been there more times than I can count. It happens when I "think" I am stuck, bored, dissapointed, waiting, you name it. The lesson is that it is never "all there is" - there is always something more, something different, something new. Sometimes I've been smart enough to dig myself out, getting out of my comfort zone, initiating change, but more often than not in the midst of my wallowing the universe changes life for me in it's never static - there is always more - natural order.